naitena dehena hare kṛtāgaso
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- preta-sraṅ-nrasthi-bhūṣaṇaḥ
- vinindyaivaṁ sa giriśam
- ya etan martyam uddiśya. bhagavaty apratidruhi. druhyaty ajñaḥ pṛthag-dṛṣṭis. tattvato vimukho bhavet. He who, identifying with the mortal body, offends Śiva, who is non-violent, will become a fool, seeing in
- karmamayyām asau jaḍaḥ
- rutvā dvija-kulāya vai
- satāṁ vartma sanātanam
- kālo vai dhriyamāṇayoḥ
- khe-carāṇāṁ prajalpatām
- tatra svasṝr me nanu bhartṛ-sammitā
- py alaṅkṛtāḥ kānta-sakhā varūthaśaḥ
- evaṁ giritraḥ priyayābhibhāṣitaḥ
- tvayoditaṁ śobhanam eva śobhane
- gṛhān pratīyād anavasthitātmanām
- pāpacyamānena hṛdāturendriyaḥ
- sattvaṁ viśuddhaṁ vasudeva-śabditaṁ
- dakṣo mama dviṭ tad-anuvratāś ca ye
- suhṛd-didṛkṣā-pratighāta-durmanāḥ
- vetātapatra-vyajana-srag-ādibhiḥ
- saudarya-sampraśna-samartha-vārtayā
- na yasya loke 'sty atiśāyanaḥ priyas
- nāścaryam etad yad asatsu sarvadā
- lokasya yad varṣati cāśiṣo 'rthinas
- jihvām asūn api tato visṛjet sa dharmaḥ
- na dhārayiṣye śiti-kaṇṭha-garhiṇaḥ
- karma pravṛttaṁ ca nivṛttam apy ṛtaṁ
- naitena dehena hare kṛtāgaso
- kṛtvā samānāv anilau jitāsanā
- tat paśyatāṁ khe bhuvi cādbhutaṁ mahad
- dṛṣṭvāsu-tyāgam adbhutam
- kruddhaḥ sudaṣṭauṣṭha-puṭaḥ sa dhūr-jaṭir
- anvīyamānaḥ sa tu rudra-pārṣadair
- yas tv anta-kāle vyupta-jaṭā-kalāpaḥ
- tāvat sa rudrānucarair mahā-makho
- bhṛguṁ babandha maṇimān
- chindann api tad uddhartuṁ
- The Devatās Approach Śiva
- athāpi yūyaṁ kṛta-kilbiṣā bhavaṁ
- samanvitaḥ pitṛbhiḥ sa-prajeśaiḥ
- dvijān kāma-dughair drumaiḥ
- Kailāsa is decorated with date trees, hog plum, mango, priyāla, madhuka, iṅguda, hollow bamboos and solid bamboos.
- saritau bāhyataḥ puraḥ
- kalahaṁsa-kula-preṣṭhaṁ
- tyaktāmarṣam ivāntakam
- kṛtvorau dakṣiṇe savyaṁ
- sa tūpalabhyāgatam ātma-yoniṁ
- chiva-śaktyoḥ svarūpayoḥ
- na vai satāṁ tvac-caraṇārpitātmanāṁ
- yasmin yadā puṣkara-nābha-māyayā
- tvayāsamāptasya mano prajāpateḥ
- varṇaye nānucintaye
naitena dehena hare kṛtāgaso
dehodbhavenālam alaṁ kujanmanā
vrīḍā mamābhūt kujana-prasaṅgatas
taj janma dhig yo mahatām avadya-kṛt
My low-born body is completely useless, since it comes from the body of a person who offended Śiva. I have been humiliated by bad association. This birth which has offended a devotee is useless.
Having criticized her father, she now criticizes her body. What is the use of my body? It is completely useless (alam alam). Why? My body came from the body of a person who committed offense to Śiva (hare). This birth which is an offender (avadya-kṛt) of a devotee is useless.
|| 4.4.23 ||
gotraṁ tvadīyaṁ bhagavān vṛṣadhvajo
dākṣāyaṇīty āha yadā sudurmanāḥ
vyapeta-narma-smitam āśu tadāhaṁ
vyutsrakṣya etat kuṇapaṁ tvad-aṅgajam
When Śiva mentioned my relationship to you by calling me daughter of Dakṣa, I immediately become depressed and lose my charming smile. I shall give up this body born from you.
When Śiva says in a joking mood, “You are the daughter of Dakṣa,” thereby announcing my relationship to you, and indicating that my nature is envy and hatred, I become depressed so that my charming smile disappears. Therefore, for certain (hi), I will give up this body which is almost a corpse.
|| 4.4.24 ||
maitreya uvāca
ity adhvare dakṣam anūdya śatru-han
kṣitāv udīcīṁ niṣasāda śānta-vāk
spṛṣṭvā jalaṁ pīta-dukūla-saṁvṛtā
nimīlya dṛg yoga-pathaṁ samāviśat
Maitreya said: O Vidura! After speaking to Dakṣa in the sacrificial arena, sipping water, dressed in yellow garments, Satī sat down on the earth facing north. Closing her eyes, she entered the path of yoga.
Speaking (anudya) to Dakṣa, she sat down. O killer of enemies (Vidura)! This indicates that Satī, on the pretext of giving up her body, killed her enemy Dakṣa. Udīcī means facing north. Another version has udīcīm (in the northern area). Dṛk means eyes. Those who desire to die should dress in cloth dyed with saffron.
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